The need for postive thoughts..

I HATE Tue- Fri though they are the lightest of my teaching load.. I HATE the feeling of a teacher's aid, the feeling of lethargic, the feeling of worthlessness and the feeling of negative thoughts attacking me everytime. I simply gave up to try to fight back these negative thoughts and doubts.

I really can't wait for next year, for a class of my own, an identity I can belonged, a recognition that I can earn soon..