Helpless + Frustration + Uselessness = Bo Bianz...

Sigh... That seems to be the most common thing that I can only do. My mind has been on sleep mode since June 25 and I am still counting to the day when it can be back to active mode again. Let's see... 14 weeks more...

I really don't want to be defeated by all these overwhelming sick failure feelings but what choice do I have? If I don't pretend to be cheerful and positive, god knows, what other people are talking behind me. God knows, what will happen to my work review.

Welcome to the world of education.... welcome... SIGH..